The second blog

Well here goes my second entry. Man am I feeling worn down, I am just soooooooo tired. I wake in the wee hours in the morning and begin my journey to work. After work I begin my journey to school. After school I usually get home any where around 9pm to 10pm. Then I grab a bite to eat watch something to kind of de-compress and then repeat the whole day over again. When the weekend comes I spend an overwhelming majority of my time doing my homework. It wouldn't be so bad if it weren't for the fact that I am starting to really struggle with simple tasks. Things I never used to goof I am goofing on all the time. In fact there are times where I feel like I will read something and have to re-read it just to understand it. Not all that uncommon in the area of Law, (sometimes I am like who in the H E double Hockey sticks wrote this?), but it is stuff that I already know. I am starting to get more edgy and kind of snapped at my wife last night. I feel like crap because of it. I don't fully know what is wrong with me other than just being ran down. I turn to my God every day, and I guess do the best I can do. In time things will turn around. That's what everybody says or is supposed to say. However..... sure doesn't feel like it. I just need to get more sleep, but that is the conundrum. If I got any more sleep not only would I not be able to keep my nose above the water line, but there really would be no time in my day to at least take a break for myself. I end up doing homework on my lunch break, and most of my time on the weekend is with my nose in a textbook and my hands typing away furiously on my laptop. The sad thing is that my wife and I have not had a vacation for over five years. We need one but we can not afford it, let alone have any time to do it. I am looking forward to seeing my family this Thanksgiving but I am nervous on how I am going to get all of my homework done and visit with family. I know I need the break though, something anything to just take my mind off of the crushing realities of life would be much appreciated. I have been talking a lot to any friend Eric which has been nice. Hey Eric! It has been nice just thinking about the old days and the fun we all used to have as kids. It is also nice to have someone to talk to from the past. Speaking of Which I need to email you about possibly taking some pics in the downtown area this weekend. (I am definitely going to try and make time for myself and family this weekend) Also you will have to show me how to spruce up the page, and add your blog to mine. Thanks for the add on your blog!